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it's not so funny anymore when the joke's always on you laaaaa.

jaded

the may june july babies! (: empty space = we were trying to pretend lena was standing between us -.-

{ prelims in.. 16 days ): }

hugs and kisses alike.

i'm not in such a great mood to study, i'm afraid! the only good thing that happened was, perhaps, my successful cakey brownies. oh, and probably free movie tickets i received today which expires in AUGUST 2007. hello isn't it like near august already? so annoying.

i am so sad my tummy is growing exponentially ): and on a totally irrelevant sidenote, elvin ng is Y

0 :)

But be doers of the word, and not merely hearers who deceive themselves. For if any are hearers of the word and not doers, they are like those who look at themselves in a mirror; for they look at themselves and, on going away, immediately forget what they were like. But those who look into the perfect law, the law of liberty, and persevere, being not hearers who forget but doers who act--they will be blessed in their doing.


At times, loving ourselves is hard because we know who we are. But God knows all about us and loves us anyway.

MY CAPTAIN'S BALL TEE GOT DESTROYED IN THE WASH )))))):

connect.

captain's ball was really good even though we lost! i think i've learnt to enjoy the process more than the results (: plus it made me run around alot after inactivity for one whole week. and most importantly, i got to interact with those long-lost churchies :D earned a free ride home from jianen after the match and what he said really made me realise i'm all but a kid learning to take responsibility bit by bit. funny how i thought i was already growing up and can take care of myself already. shrugs* mm didn't go for the amazing food race 'cos it was too far! :/ bet it was great fun going around eating, but nevertheless, i am contented to have spent half the day with some of the funniest, nicest people i know! Y BPMC yesyes.

reassured (:

the simpsons!

hi, captain's ball match later! good luck to us (:

i don't like it when it rains on my side.

my little pony (:

qihui sent me a cookie-on-a-stik via yuzheng delivery service! of course, i assumed yuzheng was part of the present too :D
________

i don't like it when my mum and i are (still) not talking!
i don't like it when school days end up in moodswings.
i don't like it when i start to mind things that i never used to yet i can't do anything except to laugh them off.

sucks la.

i need some tummy lovin'

i had a tummy upset again today and i'm so lethargic right now. today was good, i still smile when i think of our group dinner yesternight. and i brought a big heart and a little pony home today, thanks to kat and XY! (: thanks ladies, i was hobbling home, really. dc was bearable, in fact very bearable, thanks to tong! we went to grab a bite before returning to the library to continue our detention haha.

have i said this already? aiyar nevermind say again. thanks for the presents okay! really appreciate them alot, especially those who went all out to try to get me stitch figurine capsules from the dongdong machine. i am very touched. love gazillions yes ♥♥♥

tmr i will go to school on time! sighhhhhhhh

E for Effort!

HEY DEARIES.

i had a really really great 18th birthday! friday, saturday, sunday. thanks sunshines for being the light in my life (: presents didn't matter as much as the company i've had for the past few days, and i couldn't ask for more. we all gain some and lose some in life, and i've been secretly moaning and groaning for my sedentary love life, but i know i can't be more thankful to have such wonderful friends who make me feel so blessed. i love y'all, really. i hope i've been as much of a sunshine as y'all have been in my life!

THANKFUL.

i'm a crumbling cookie.

okay i was full of angst just now but after looking at countless pictures of cookies and ribbons and milk, i'm feeling more zen now. pretty food = joy (: but yes i'm still upset over my horrendously done gp timed piece; i'll fly if i get a 20! growlsgrowlsgrumbles* everyone at westmall was being queer today! maybe it's because they haven't seen a round face before.

can't wait for cell at church! *cues screams*
i miss feeling rejuvenated after each service ):

i am secretly :/ just a little bit! it's gna be a lousy friday tmr! because it's friday the 13th, and because ______________. AIYARRRR )':

you're the getaway car.

it's the guilt gnawing at my conscience 'cos the day's been so unproductive, yet i just can't seem to get anything done 'cos, well, i probably already lost the steam to continue. i can't wait for this damn thing to be over.

baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.

deep down, i'm afraid some trivial things (that mean the world to me) won't turn out right. maybe that's why.

heart of worship.

hello everybody, say hi to the yuzheng i made! ((:

my ipod's miraculously repaired! all by itself hahaha (: maybe i should give it a name because it's so cleverrrr. i'll think about it on my way to schl tmr! anyway i think my power rangers message alert is cool x100000000 or maybe you can try convincing me otherwise! nyeh heh. there was once joefai's phone rang in the middle of bio lect and ten odd of us (who all had the same message alert tone) stood up and went 'oops, i gotta go!' i think that's how we all should keep ourselves happy in school heh heh.

alright i am tired and my neck hurts mad. prelims are coming REAL soon so mug hard ehhbardy!!

6

my favourite pastime is to draw netballs.

so.
i finally went to the optician after a week of blurred and wondrous now-i-see-it-now-i-don't vision. and found out the sneaky reason behind all this was that there was a layer of grime and protien (ie dirt) on my lenses! dirtayeeee :/ so anyway, this means i gotta go without lenses for a week (!!!) while they service it for me. and then i couldn't really get them to give me disposable monthly's 'cos the woman said i should let my eyes rest for this whole week. oh well, so hello to bespectacled me! 8) i think i look ugly in specs but i don't mind looking like a nerd in school! maybe it'll get me into the mugging mood heh heh. i hope i don't become unrecognisable though.

7

candid.

today i spent my breaks running around the void deck, and then we played frisbee for pe!
if only school was this happy every day.

tmr: hotcakes happy meal with my mum :D (note: free toy with every meal!)
sunday: possible meetup with the sec schl people
tuesday: half-priced waffles at gelare with dearie jessica!

noel said this when we were discussing strategies for frisbee! super funny.
'jessie, you can go mark darren. either you charm him, or you scare him.'
inside joke inside joke.

okay gtg. i love you all!
andandand.
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING IN EIGHT DAYS! ((((: you know what to do now!

study bloooooooooes.

sometimes it's easy to talk and talk non-stop.
but sometimes, the words just don't come out at all.

i feel very bothered if i don't exercise at least once in 3 days. but i feel like i'll lose out on a lot of study time if i do go exercise eventually. this is crrrrrrrrazy.

新不了情

i like that song! it's very emotionally rich. i think my dream will be to be able to emote songs properly, like i was telling scrawny goh today. she still hasn't deleted the song i sang i recorded using her mp3! damn cool :D

anyway, school's happy, but lessons suck. grrr.

:/ note to self: study!

jane shilton.

today i spotted 5 +2 familiar faces! alina eow, this j1 ac-nh junior, enli, qiwei, kelvin! and some guy who acted in growing up, plus a celebrity hair stylist. that makes 5 +2, doesn't it? heh heh. anyway my parents and i went to the shops at raffles hotel arcade for fun. actually we only visited the louis vuitton shop. oh my tian it was really an eye opener, as in the people there shop like free! i mean, one bag's about 6000bucks at the very least, and they don't buy only one. that's crazy! maybe horrifying will be a better word :O went to library to read gp stuff after scouring the whole of raffles city, while my parents went home to rest. and then of course i met them for dinner. that was when something super embarrassing happened. i literally buried my face into my hands and couldn't react for ages. sheesh, maybe i need to be a little brighter D: but anyway after seeing so many people at westmall i finally conclude that bukit batok's no longer an ulufied place according to goh hui zhen (:

I WILL/MUST STUDY TMR.