don't you just love stitch?

today was just, AWESOME ((: i sneaked out of the house to attend service! it felt so good, so right to be back, singing and praising God, that i just burst into the tears the moment i entered the sanctuary. i'm contented, and it indeed paves the way to a good start of the new term feeling renewed and rejuvenated :D ♥ ♥ ♥ BPMC! yes, the day will come!

ANYWAY, i'm quite interested in joining the Shape run held some time in september! there's a choice between 5km and 10km and the goodie bag is quite attractive. (heh heh) i'll go ask around in schl for equally interested people tmr! teehee.

gtg iron my uniform! can't wait, actually, for schl, speaking of which, songxuan reminded me of chapel in school! which made me majorly happy haha. had a little chat with her after service. warms my heart, alot! thank you.

putting stefanie sun's album on loop now! see, i'm a cheenapok at heart :3

i'l learn to love you more than ever.

sniffles!

i'm becoming round and jolly like a beach ball! haha been eating ALOT more than alot.

i hate to think that within a week (and a few more days) i'm gonna surrender half of my life to school, another one quarter to ironing clothes and all the works, and the last quarter to rushing out tutorials ):

meanwhile, savour the present! (but please take away my zit!!)

ive an awful zit.

it's a nice day if you wake up in disneyland (:

i can go crazy.

it's not a nice feeling.

girls' night out!

allergy eeeks

i thereby proclaim that im allergic to a certain species of bald creatures called: the army boys. nothing good happens when i see them; my luck just drops in proportion to the size of population i encounter. GRRRR.

): off to dinner and back to books! croak.

heavy heart no more

the red envelope

my heart feels so heavy whenever i think about it,
sometimes i just feel like giving up.
im going so far away, too far away,
out of reach.

theredenvelope.

ps. im still happy! just.. worrying.

♥♥♥

good day, y'all!
i'm going on fine, hope it's the same for you too!
june's not so emo anymore! (:

anyway, take my test! http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/483155

haha i spent my whole day (almost) with enli today!
shopping killed my/our feet. as in, really! screw heels. haha but it was still happy and nice! :D it's been so long since i last had such a nice shopping trip! (minus the malfunctioning escalator, the heartstopping jaywalking, AND THE HUGE CROWD)
and then there's the UAN HAHA.
anyway superdog is really good. aiyar i cant rmbr the name but anw it's like this place at vivo that sells hotdogs and super yum burgers! it was so filling and tasty :D food, oh food. it's my only #1 LOVE.
i cant say enough how well-spent this vesak day holiday is. (on top of the school hols) ENLI LET'S DO IT AGAIN, BUT MAYBE WE CAN MUG FIRST? :D
love plenty girl! I AM SO HAPPY TODAY FOR YOU, I AM SO HAPPY TODAY FOR MYSELF, I AM SO HAPPY TODAY.

it's been a while!

today i feel like im trapped in a lost world and i shldn't be here, where all the hearts and loveydovey reside.
byebye!

Y this holidays.

class outing: flying kites!
shopping w enli ((((:
visit tingting and her yoggi (and hopefully get to eat her banana muffins)
perfect my own baking skillz heh heh
attend a wedding dinner (i don't even know who's getting married)
chompchomp like crazy (and hopefully exercising enough too)
watch my hair grow
go to church for ball games!
catch the nicenice movies coming up eg shrek! teehee
not forgetting, morph into a muggertoad (gribbit)

on a totally irrelevant note, i dropped my ipod into the toilet bowl. GG.

hellohello! okay now that holidays are here and i'm a free MAN i shall blog more often :D i'm in a splendid mood today because i wasn't the least bit scolded today! that spells Y-A-Y. anyway..

friday
HALF DAY! celebrated may babies' birthdays too! jessie wrote a lil note for each and everyone of us. and we sang a happy mothers' day song for her! she's really sweet. went to catch pirates of the caribbean: at world's end at lido after that. keira knightley was so pretty! orlando bloom's hawte (: but the plot was relatively.. yawns :/ popcorn was not so good too! but the fighting part at the end was quite interesting, thank goodness i woke up at the right time o.o

saturday
math, GHIM MOH MARKETING :D with twang again. yay i love ghim moh market's food. damn good. which meant i ate breakfast TWICE teehee. fat then fat la! oh then it was BROWNIES after lunch at some cafe. it was so rich! rich chocolate madness indeed. i'm still extremely bloated, especially after gulping glasses of water.

oh on a sidenote, please pray for my cousin kae! she's 4 months pregnant. and the foetus has his/her intestines outside the body! so it's either that or that her baby might have down's syndrome. pray for her okay! it's her second try at pregnancy. she's had a miscarriage before ):

i looked at my past photos. and i realised im uglyfying each minute. oh my tian.

"daddy do you know why i can run faster than you?"
"mmhmm?"
"because God gave me the strength! and also the food and vitamins i ate."

(:

i am shocked. why is blogger in chinese! OHMYGOODNESS.
anyway went out with rebecca ngiap bert for spiderman III cos we were dismissed at 110 and i felt like i needed a break after some lousypok chem test. so turns out i didn't make the wrong choice cos it was really good! the right amount of gore and horror factor and action but mary jane and peter parker didnt kiss in the end WHYWHYWHY D: aaah anyway lotsa stupid things happened both in and outside the cinema. i had fun it's a nice combination, i feel, even though i'm from a different class from them but haha who cares it's only ONE class apart.

daddy's celebration thing didn't turn out THAT well. i was bothered, really bothered. i think i finally know how stress feels like now.

friday! all hail the great day.

wah i like them all.

¹³And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

every day i love you.

i can't think, at all. my head's hurting and so is my heart. okay not really but anyway tomorrow's school but the day after next is HOLIDAY and holidays are always precious and sacred to pathetic students (quoted from yeoyeo) like me so yes, all hail LABOUR DAY. anyway let me blog about saturday it was a really good saturday ♥ i reached school at seven-freaking-thirty in the morning because we have a MATH lesson which i thought was COMPULSORY. and then the teacher reached at EIGHT and we proceeded to do some brain-hurting math and listen to some insults being hurled at us. after 2 hours and a sense of accomplishment aiyun and i left the school for some sumptuous breakfast at ghim moh (and massive fooling around) :D we saw an amos cafe! heehee those who know will know. (side track my head's not hurting anymore cos i just ate some grapes. my mum said it's cos i had low blood glucose levels) it was fun doing rubbish and laughing over stupid stuff and we decided we're gna have breakfast tgt every sat (: BREAKFAST IS GOOD FOR HEALTH! and then it was cell! :D it was only enli dayang lena and jiafa laoshi but nevertheless good. i guess it's the sense of reassurance i get each time i see them! it's a good thing saturdays are almost always enjoyable (: it takes away the arduousness of school. and possibly the only form of contact i have with church.

i thought i saw you looking back at me.

hola. it's been a month! oh my. i'm trying to fix everything that's been displaced! too much has happened in a month. it's hard not to feel imperfect, it's hard not to feel inferior, it's hard not to doubt myself and wonder what exactly is wrong. escalating fears! rahrahrah. bad days, bad days. more to come. but every day, no matter how bad, will have something worth being happy about, in more ways than one. today i was feeling pretty frustrated about my lost ezlink card, lost pencil tin, eating so much more than i should but not exercising, parents etc. so i hid in my room all night. and then out of the blue i decided to dig out the little cards and messages i got for christmas from the churchies. and i'm surprised, even ashamed, at how i used to prefer presents to cards and stuff because they were more tangible in a way, if you get what i mean. now i look at those lines and lines written to me, and each word brings with it a fuzzy feeling that seems to eat up all the angst and fears and unhappiness. i was really touched at how every message seemed to be of welcoming me to the big church family and stuff. i guess all this while i've been too materialistic and overlooked how valuable such handwritten lines and words can be. okay i'm no longer making sense. but my point is, every single day will be dotted with little blessings, it's up to us to discover. today on my way home i was frowning, but yet confident that something good will definitely happen because i really believe that god will bless each and everyone of us in some way or another every single day. and today it was a precious lesson learnt: cherishing and looking beyond materialistic things.