plea.

take away my fears,
and set my heart at ease.
grant me a calm mind,
and give me the courage i need.

i've been sleeping with a shadow overhead.

i know, i know, i shldnt be here at this time.
but i am VERY distracted! by 3 things, no less.

1. the new evidence that demands a verdict from enli juin may von. it's really interesting!
2. the rubik cube i koped from laoshi's.
3. and of course lena's msg about her upcoming wedding! (:

it wld've been pretty much a good month except for the fact that i'm probably gna spend it doing prelims, and then the next, all mourning and demoralised.

TSK.

buy me a smile.

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

)': alot of things.

damn stressed laaaaa :(

today was VERY unproductive i highly suspect i'm undergoing yet another biological change 'cos of my long overdue ______ which is here today. aiyar what am i doing prelims are in less than a weekkkkkkkkkkk wake up wake up wake up wake up!

Nerd.

after feeling like $#@&! from studying and having super lotsa distractions in the middle, i went out with my parents to imm (my brother went MIA as usual) to walk around and eat dinner there! YES IT WAS A WELCOME BREAK. we went to kopitiam to have dinner at five plus 'cos i was famished! i think studying saps alot of energy yknow. i remembered having a really full lunch :/ nyeh heh. YTF (yongtaufoo, you acronym illiterates :D) was great, and so was CARROT CAKE!! yepppp. and then we went to giant and bought/ate more foooooood/munchies! i went crazy in four leaves, bread&pastries are so my middle name.

such an eating night, it was.

STUDY HARD! one week left.

come what may.

i really hope things will work out! :/ faith, faith.

i had the wildest dreams of you.

i had the nicest yet most absurd dream last night while sleeping at my table. but it's sad how dreams DON'T usually come true >:( annoying!

anyway, this was one of our informal shots! and i think some of us looked like we were caught peeing o.o check out brendan's ass!

unsettled.

of limits and pushing it.

actually, i feel very loved recently! because all the little prayers i made, God granted them in an instant (: and all i had to do was to ask, and trust. ♥♥♥ CELL MATES, SEE YOU NEXT NEXT SATURDAY!

2 resolutions
#1. FINISH a chapter of SOMETHING every day.
#2. STOP snacking/ overeating.

actually i think i look fine in the mirror! from a 100omiles away.