im enjoying today's free time!
cos ytd was an utterly hectic day.
kindaa.
left me working in the night in vain to complete my gsc stuff.
yepp but it was all worth it cos i had a ball of time during dance rehearsal again (:

today was quite a nice day.
i love ting's tamagotchi!
it's called sngsng ((:
hahaha. her tamagotchi is super cute. i like! :DD

haha. anyways today they had this form to fill in for games day.
for the players and all lah.
im quite excited about games day after promos.
im gna play frisbee captain's ball and waterbomb!
actually wanted to go bball too but then if i shoot netball style sure kena blocked.
so nvrmind la -.o
but anyway, yay. i look forward to a whole day full of sweat and more! (:

i tell you my class girls are damn mad.
today we were damn squeezed in a lift and i was surrounded my a crowd of terrorists.
sijay was putting some rubbish on my head; weijoe was resting his monstrous arm on my shoulder; i was like saying oh no im kissing my file.
and then melody was like. why dont you kiss me. or smth la.
and cherilyn joined in too.
i was DAMN glad when the lift finally reached the fifth level.

YES. one more day and it's the hols.
im loving it.
:DD

oh i bought the latest issue of 8days and you guys gotta read it kae.
it's like. damn terrible.
they showed a splash of women who're dangerously thin/ shed alot of weight it's damn scary.
all skin and bones! goshness.
especially keira knightley.
aaah.

i dont know why; i just felt that way.
and i knew there and then that i gotta tell myself.
i cant.

hellohello!.
splendid mood today, had alot of fun learning the dance w enli may juin gabrielle and big jieying (:
im quite happy we completed the whole thing today even though im quite sure i'l like forget half the steps very soon im afraid :x

anyways, im assuming that some class people actually read my blog.
so here's the class blog: www.skivers-.blogspot.com
tell me if the skin's ugly to you, so i'l change it soon.
i havent got the class pict included cos it's quite pixelated.
ask jinghui for the password and username im quite sure i gave it to her just yesterday.
yupyupp.

short entry here yepp.
tmr gotta bring lotsa things to schl and all.
think i'l bring my brother's huge-doesnt-suit-me-but-heck bag.
thank goodness there's break; i must do some hw eg gsc during the break tmr!!
arghhh.
okays byebye (:

CHIHUAHUA :DD

tagged by jinghui! (:

instructions.
1. put your music player on shuffle.
2. press forward for each question.
3. use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!4. tag 10 people to play this game too.
5. bold the questions and answers that swack.

how are you feeling today?
let the music heal your soul. yes i think i need it.

will you get far in life?
take me out. LOL. quite funnaye.

how do your friends see you?
smooth. HAHAHA. im smooth?! goshness :x

will you get married?
不见 OH NO that means my dream of getting married will be dashedd? shit i always knew i was destined to be a nun )):

what is your best friend's theme song?
乐园 HM. donno whata say. this is quite an optimistic song, maybe it means my friends are optimistic people haha.

what is the story of your life?
spanish eyes. beautiful song, i like! (: full of melodrama.

what was high school like?
beautiful day. i doubt so im getting so so emo nowadays.

how can you get ahead in life?
history maker. haha a christian song. which means by living in the Lord i'l get ahead in life? ((:

what is the best thing about your friends?
完美的一天 errr. doesnt make sense? they er. make my day beautiful? lol.

what is in store for you this weekend?
绿洲 goshh. it's about being all sad and depressed until this someone comes in and everything becomes better. yesyes i wish. that this someone will come by and tell me everything's gna be alright real soon.

what song describes you?
痛快 haha. perhaps. it's about doing everything with full strength/effort. okay la i suck at trying to explain.

how is your life going?
what hurts the most. i totally think this is so apt lah.

what song will they play at your funeral?
you'l be in my heart. GOSH HAHAHA. yes i know i'l be in everyone's heart even after when im dead :DD

how does the world see you?
missing you. ooooh (: my presence is greatly appreciated?

will you have a happy life?
sorry seems to be the hardest word. so.. abstract. so many ways of interpretation.

what do your friends really think of you?
army of lovers. 'There's an army of lovers, dying to meet you, dying to make your acquaintance' HMM. hahaha.

do people secretly lust after you?
tell me. YEAHH TELL ME -.-

how can you make yourself happy?
所以 ohoh. the song talks about a guy hiding his feelings for this girl cos he wants the girl to be happy w her guy. maybe that's how i can be, too. gosh :/

what should you do with your life?
surfing the sun. 'Surfing the sun, all night long, where the day will not decay.' yes i'd like that too.

will you ever have children?
honeyhoney. haha, when i have a honey, maybe. martin!! hahaha.

okayy. so that was the cheap thrill survey. hahaha.
so i went for mcyc today again after much deliberation.
almost cldnt find my own student yes im sucha lousy tutor.
and today i taught 10 000 wrong things cos i totally suck at science and math and my student was asking me all about conversion from m³ to cm³, force, work and pressure (gasp. physics!), and denudation, tidal energy, nuclear energy (physical geog! and i know nuts).
and i dont have sean to correct my cocked up explanations! sharks.
i hope she forgives me for being so loser. lol.

i tell you today's the most unproductive saturday ive ever had kae.
spent it eating and sleeping la.
only completed 1/3 of my stupid essay i gave up trying to get 30 cos im PERPETUALLY getting 29.5.
grrr.

oh i wanted to blog about this but i kept forgetting.
i gave this woman the wrong direction at cityhall mrt la.
it's like im not really good w directions and even have to think twice about taking which escalator and all to take the train to orchard.
but one fine day TWO people asked for directions. i gave the first woman the wrong one, and only realised when this second man corrected me whilst asking for directions too.
i hope she didnt like curse me or smth for (unintentionally) making her feel even more lost.

okays. anyways i wna talk about this book called the pact by jodi picoult.
the storyline is good but the book's quite draggy.
nevertheless worth reading. just skip the longwinded parts.

okay i shall like. finally go do the class web jessie has already sent me the class photo, hinting me to start working on it haha. it's been hanging midway in the end for MONTHS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELIEST TWIN JESSICA GOH (24Aug)
AND MY DEAREST T-REX & PIG CROSSBREED KOH TINGTING(25Aug)!

jessica's birthday;


gsc class ended w a bout of phototaking among ourselves, and w the gsc people (:
i didnt look nice in the photos but anyhow the others looked pretty good!
hahaha. <3
spot the STUNNING sunflower haha.
then took neos w twin after school.
she looked nice in the neos lah, but as usual, i.. haha. yeah ugly.
read twin's blog for her swensens mini birthday celebration details kaeee im abit lazy to blog sorryy ):

ting's birthday;
gave ting manymany surprises that silly girl was smiling all day long.
im so glad she loved the presents (the 17 capsules we went specially to town to spin for her, and the vegetables we gave her to scam her haha), the banner, the big tag we made her wear all day (hi im kohtingting. today is my birthday! please wish me..)
:DD we had fun tgt w her, and the day was filled w laughter and more.

went home w jinghui and wilbert
tried to get bf to go home too but he had band.
): so wilbert and i talked cock all the way to the mrt station again!
he's good company. quite.
i think he's gna read this so i WONT proceed to say more good things about him :D

i went for a jog and did some simple workout at my neighbourhood's lousy fitness corner! (juin will know haha)
i am so happy i finally exercised after like. 2 days of sedentary activity (:

promos in exactly 5weeks.
goshness )):
gotta start working hard if i wna get promoted.
this entry's quite boring lah im so sorry.

i will get to see my students tmr again! yay (:

jinghui: i love that pw has kinda brought us closer tgt in some way or another and that you'l tell me some of your stuffs. i really appreciate that and i enjoy your company and dry humour hahaha (:

twin: LOVELOVELOVE. words just aint enough (:

martin: boyfriend! you'd better get rid of your other flings kaee. yes we shld get married hahaha.

wilbert: for being a new reader. haha. you are full of shit and you are huizhen's! my taxi is cute kae stop being jealous of it :DD

hellohello.

school was horrible.
okay la not really. the first part of the day was still okay.
pe was quite fun, we were playing w the machines :x
terri chia made us run 2 more rounds cos the lot of us were wearing the wrong pair of shorts.
then when i got bored w the machines i tried looking for people to run on the track w me.
then jinghui was the only one who agreed to run w me!
yays so we ran 3 rounds and then pe ended.

bio lab was in the nice aircon 7.14 classroom!
we were being so noisy as usual talking about cartoons.
then sir was like saying the cartoons he watched in his time were like. smurfs, carebears etc.
goshness. centuries ago lah. damn funny.
was sitting next to bobo (:
had fun talking her she's quite nice but the room was quite a freezer so i was quite glad when lesson was over.

found this in A7.14 during bio.

SO CUTE.

gp package test was quite a traumatising experience cos i didnt finish reading the package and the test was quite tough by itself, as gathered from the opinions of many others.
think i was abit too complacent also cos the previous topics were kinda a breeze even when i didnt really complete my package reading. :/ shrugs.
this time i was frantically flipping through the pages instead of ting cos i cldnt find the answers haha.

and then holy the day started screwing up.
ponned gsc cos i felt like i needed a break.
then yeah slacked around and all.
when gsc was done and everyone started appearing in the void deck, i spotted my twin (:
so i went over to talk to her abit.
about ... yeah.

i think i was quite near the brink of being hysterical then.
it's like. a fight between rationality and emotions.
there are certain things which i wished i could be honest about but at the same time im aware of how serious the consequences would be.
even as i say i'l follow my mind and be sensible about this whole thing i sense my huge reluctance to do so.
but i will try.

skipped pw.
went to library to borrow a good book (hopefully).
the pact by jodi picoult. seems nice.
cldnt find the red and black shoebag i wanted so yupp.
hung around ntuc (to help my mum buy mag and vitagen) and went home.

then its a nice nap. bliss.
i am feeling much better than hysterical now, thankyou.

i WILL go for squash trg tmr (:
cos i promised alot of people. haha.
i will i will i will.
whack the ball! i wish. i bet i lost half the strokes already ):

okays, tmr there's this killer chem test that's coming up so good luck to all all all.
heard paul cheong's the setter so yeah. ready for slaughter.

twin!
i'l be late in handing you your present!
pleasepleaseplease dont mind kae.
i havent rly got the time to hunt for one :/
but i know my presence is your best present (:

oh yeah huizhen's damn funny she's going around saying 'sup.
she's so wacky!

; a welcome arrow shot through my heart

i fear, which is why i choose to hide it deep inside of me.

• monday (already history); monday blues day.
• tuesday; gp package test :/ yanws.
• wednesday; killer chem test! ): SQUASHH! second last trg.
• thursday; jessica's birthday! we will take a photo on that day kays! you bring the camera. (:
• friday; free day can go gaigai! :D
• saturday; mcyc, cell group? i am willing to cut another 98727316 watermelons if you guys will continue the cell group thing. i simply love going to laoshi's very cosy and nice house.
• sunday; family day (:

; who i am hates who ive been- relient k

i am afraid of the dark and it's like pitch black now.
so i'd better go i keep imagining funny sounds :/

SATURDAY.

athome
i did chem, and im so glad to get rid of yet another thing from my to-do list.
helped my mummy mop the floor i found it quite a good way to speed up the digestion of my yum lunch (smuckers strawberry jam/ nutella bread).
stared at my taxi purse awhile more i totally adore it.
and my preeeety clear folder (i think)


mcyc
benjamin went! lysia didnt. hmm, my new student's a pleasant girl. and i found my love for mcyc again. yupyupp.
went for oasis for awhile w ben after that, taught him an ionic equilibrium question.
yupp, jieying's finally catching up in her work.
obviously, as usual, he hinted about his upcoming birthday super madly.

bbqatjiafalaoshi's
yep, all the churchies were there. okay i sound like im very close to them but im not kae.
they're all quite foreign but really noisy and all so yupp.
cut my first ever watermelon in my whole life; i felt like a total bimbo who doesnt know how to do anything.
but it's okay there's always a first at least i learnt smth new.
honey and winnie were helping me.
err, no kidding, one of the girls is reaaaaaally called honey.
so cute!
i loooooove laoshi's house it's really nicely decorated and all.
the swimming pool area's really nice, especially at night.
the dim lights in the pool, the gentle breeze, the pebbles, the pink flowers floating in the water.
therapeutic.
took photos in the swimming pool!
jiafa laoshi was really funny cos we were doing smth illegal yet we were making such a racket.
so he was like.. panicking. haha.
yupyupp. some things happened.
it's the night la.
reached home at about 10, parents didnt scold nor notice, so hurrahs.
feel like _______ now.
eeeeks.

cell
and i present to you, my (incomplete) cell, at sizzlers.


thankyous
enli; hugs dearie! your hug was really comforting. <3
juin; for always being there.
may; for the smiles and for asking.
jiafa laoshi; for the bbq, and the care and concern.

every day, im learning something new.

if you cant change the world, change yourself.

; so tell me more about it.
i should just go die so i wont be bothered by whatever that's happening, everything that's happening.
i feel like a total bitch now.
the night's definitely not the safest time of the day.
to you it may mean smth so trivial but to me it means the world.
and boy, i hate that.
we dont live to please, do we.

because today was such a screwed day that i feel like shouting and screaming at the world for friday being so lousy, i gave myself a reason to indulge.
so i finally headed off to check out the accessorize shop twin told me about and i bought my black taxi after much deliberation.
i still think it's so cute and i dont care if anyone says its ugly cos its not!


:DD

i think im loving yong tau foo all over again! (:
finally had it for lunch today and i love the stuff i chose. bakchoy strawmushroom ____ball seaweed and some other fish-y stuff donno howta describe.
and so the gastric pain went away like the wind.
felt so much better today as compared to ytd when i downed alot of food just so the pain'l go away.
as such i consumed more snacks than i should. all the rubbish.

i love aiyun she's such a darling!
i love her for never failing to make everything like sunshine after the rain, and how she always tries to make things right.
love! i'l stop telling others your (freebie) bag's a vitasoy bag but a voodoo dolls bag! (:

tmr im going for interact, wednesday im going for squash.
im going to do all my tutorials (meaning try all the questions) and i'l do revision of one subject at night.
one day i was griping about how sick and boring life was as usual, huizhen told me.
"you need a cca, jiggly."
and that struck me. i think she's right.

i must learn how to swim by the end of this year. MUST.

im sorry im so whiny.

OHOH.
i must blog about how 3 most unexpected people talked to me online!
samuel(himb)ho, jinghui, cheongsie(lingling).
it's like. sam's perpetually busy online and i havent talked to him AT ALL before.
jinghui's so rare cos we dont talk to each other often too. but we're not distant like before la.
and cheongsie. it's been SOOOO long.
haha.

okays world let me tell you a piece of good news by the time you're at this entry i'd probably have had a tagboard (:

{EDIT.}
OKAY FORGET IT I GIVE UP FIXING A TAGBOARD THERE. IT'S SO MAHFUN.
:x



; everything's so superficial and people dont see what's wrong.
so i need not say more.

HELLO LOVELIES.
i havent blogged yesterday so im here to fulfil my two days' worth of blogging desire -.-
yupyupp.
can i blog about two days straight?
(cos i need to distract myself from snacking hahaha my mum just bought the abc biscuits! i <3.
huizhen suddenly asked me if i liked a guy now and i said no.
but i was intrigued by her question.
turned out ting was freaking her out with her female tendencies (fake one la).
HAHA. so in the end all of us displayed our public affection for huizhen :DD
so so funnaye.

gsc mock exam was.. aaaaurgh. im just happy it's over! (:
wrote rubbish and my handwriting screwed real bad :/ i'l work on it soon think i havent been doing much work, that's why. haha.
and im so glad wilbert remembered to keep his promise but too bad my paper ended earlier today!

oh anyway.
i think being my friend's good in the sense you get to eat alot of food.
rightrightright juin and qixin? teehee :p (havent used that in ages cos i think it looks spast.)
just today i offered juin some of my fruits (cos i cldnt finish), and a piece of chipsmore biscuit (cos it's kinda like a habit that i share my food).
hahaha. quite funny he was asking me why i was so generous.
AHEM EXCUSE ME IM ALWAYS SO NICE?

oh im glad mel's feeling better from her gastric flu her burps in class are real real funny it's like deafening HAHA.

i think i always feel guilty about things others think are weird.
maybe it's just the different things that we label 'important' in our hearts.
yupp. so another entry there, and yes i'l add a tagboard reaaaal soon kays.
some noters before i go!

qixin: read your blog it's okay to not go home w me i had to rush off and was prepared to go home alone anyways. ((: and i bet qihui was only trying to make you happy HAHA. it's good we're talking but that's cos we're both noisy and ra-ra people ((: love!

twinn: i love your letter sets they're so preeeeetaye. and your handwriting's so fonty. will reply soon but not today cos i gotta rush my tutorials aye? (: love loads and i enjoy hearing about izzy and the crazy things you do for her.

; the thin line between love and hate

hellohello (:
firstly.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEARLONG AND JESSICAHO! (((((:

pearlong! many years of friends, glad that we're still in contact, hope everything's fine for you in schl and all. was nice seeing you more demure finally LOL. and also. hope the birthday dinner was a wonderful one for you. happy happy birthday! hahaha.

jess* sorry! ): i didnt go to your celebration cos i agreed to pearl's prearranged one long ago.
hope you had a wonderful night still, and happy sweet seventeen babe.

today's pe was.. tiring.
heh havent exercised in a long while, that's why.
played captain's ball w sc4 and i think we got owned.
the tallies (ie wilbert jason hongngiap) kept flying around me catching every single ball.
after pe ended we played netball among ourselves.
sir joined us! (:
then we played soccer.
i think i was super tired after everything.

lessons were a drag, everyone was feeling down.
kinda.
oh well.
didnt understand some parts of lessons but i wasnt in the mood to care.
hecks.

my twin tried to take my photo today and i successfully dodged her :DD
tried to study during the free break but it wasnt very productive :/ kept talking and talking.
and wanjoo came to schl!! turns out she actually hasnt gone over to switz yet.
quite funny.
the arts people and the science people sat at different tables.
but i betrayed the science table and joined the artsy fartsy table cos my dearest twin was there haha (:

then we had pearl's birthday celebration! :D
waited and waited and in the end we the early birds (qixin juin zengliang yuzheng) ordered food first.
cos i was super hungry survived on hello panda and some weetos cereal bar for the whole day.
went toy's'rus to spin the $1 balls! :DD yay happy happy.



yupyupp. i like. i think very cute!! :D

oh then finally everyone came and we had the birthday cake for the birthday girl none other than pearl ong jia hui ((:
sang birthday song and everything haha.
so here's us, and the lovely birthday cake!


(clockwise. yewseng, qixin, zengliang, bingrong, yuzheng, xiaoting, qihui, pearl, jieying, juin.)


(cookiesandcream birthday cake w a hint of rum i think.)

yupp.
and so the whole night was kinda a get together cum catch up i thinkk.
reached home at about 10 and i kinda got screwed and that's quite bad.
but i guess there must always be a first before the second can happen.
so maybe next time when i go back home later i wont be screwed so badly.
haha.

today some of us had a little chat w sir.
he's really encouraging and all, and im really thankful that he's my form tutor for the year.
its true, sometimes we put in our best efforts, but it's just not enough.
but that's life, and life's sad at times.

i should stop emo-ing cos its bad for health.

is it sppsed to be horizontal?
juin's artsy fartsy shot -.-

1. translation competition was a total mess. im screwed ): thankyou twin for wishing me goodluck even though by then i was already done w the competition haha.
2. checked out 2 branches of accessorize but didnt manage to find the ilovelondon black taxi purse! :x
3. ran back home to have a quick shower and oh wth i had to use the toilet so i was like later than late zzz. thankyou juin for tirelessly meeting me at the gate then bringing me up to laoshi's house everytime.
4. cell was funny food was good! but enli was missing! ): i was intimidated by... :/
5. thankyou ah chngyujuin for actually tellng the whole cell and laoshi i wanted to lose weight when laoshi asked if we had any special prayer requests -.- paiseh x 100000
6. i must watch 露露公主 laters! last episode ((:
7. i will study math tmr.
8. my hair's growing YES. wah lau laoshi damn evil kae he was like. 'was the hairdresser's hand shaky when he cut your hair?' :'( haha kae lah no lah i know my hair's weird.
9. i want to go toy's'rus to spin the $1 capsules! :DD
10. today's entry is bulleted partly due to enli's influence and partly cos im lazy to blog in full.

love's beautiful, so beautiful
我失去过　更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我　被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手　不要放手　永远守护我
you have my attention
like you've had all the while
since that first day when you made my heart smile
with loving eyes and tired sighs that follow

*WAVES AND BLOWS FLYING KISSES <3<3<3

okay jessica i lose already i MUST blog today ):
hahaha. we were like saying. try not to blog till sunday see who cant succumb to the temptation first. and i was still saying i was SO confident of winning :x gaaah.

anyways.

SO CUTE RIGHT. it's like a sequinned purse in the shape of a london cab.

and i love this too. very girly kinda thing. (:
yupyupp. these two purses can be found in accessorize i think.
tmr after the competition at freaking anglican high which is at changi i shall go town and seesee.
sometimes i feel nothing beats shopping alone. kind of lah. the downside is that you have no second opinion lah :x

whywhywhywhywhy.
emo.

ive given up on giving up slowly
im blending in so you wont even know me
see that line
i never should've crossed it
and i cant let that happen again
cos then you'l see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been
dont look back if im a weight around your neck
because if you dont need me i dont need you
what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and know i'l always love you
but right now, i just dont ..

; and i dont want to deal with it.

okay im back after a horrible haircut i think i wasted money trimmed my hair and its still the same length and flying all over and my fringe looks so chomped-by-a-dog.
gosh i should stop wasting money like that.
realised westmall has a newly opened jean yip branch.
yes i'l go there soon!
hohoho.

im getting a headache from the gp package.
and neck ache. and everywhere ache.
no lah im just crapping.
and im dreading the whatever competition on saturday its like so so far away im so sad.
it's at anglican high ))):

okay its been so long since i last had a drop of sweat yes im lazy pig.
ive reached a point where i dont really want to care anymore remember i told you im resigned to my own fate?
yes i am.

i feel guilty wearing my squash tee when i havent attended squash for n times.
i'll go for the next one i know i will.
i think my strokes are gone :x

addie jessHOHOHO peilin puiyin qixin tzeling:
we MUST all go out together one day again i missed the national day one )):

i see xiaojie EVERYday. happynut. haha.

hellohello.
im a happy girl today cos my whole family went out for breakfast together.
after so so so long (:
read 8days like, finally after so long.
all the entertainment news and more.

a million thoughts ran through my mind.
and some other random stuff.
alot of the 'how i used to' thing.

i feel so resigned to my fate now.
i think i lost the will to fight for things i want.
shit i think i sound so loser.

may be back later to update more.

SENTOSA WAS GOOD (:
all the sun and sand and sea.
those who went:
melody cherilyn tingting hilmi haoting justin gary leone.
melody's little cousin from san franciso (i think), kelsey, joined us!
she's sooo cute. (i am not paedophilic.)

me, being the loseric self, got pushed into the sea first.
by leone -.-
the guys left after awhile. at about 4.
so the rest of us girls went into the sea and bounced around in the water.
hahaha.
kelsey tried to teach me how to swim -.o
did alot of stupid stuff and we even hopped onto each other and floated about in the water! ((:

the sun was great and we laid on the sand to sorta suntan.
buffed our nails and exfoilated our skin with the sand grains.
gulped down mouthfuls of salty sea water.
ran in the water in hope of burning some calories.
played volleyball and had sand going into my eyes like, every time?

got very sunburnt!
im like red and hurting cos i was wearing a racer back and i didnt apply sunblock -.-
dead tired after all the crazy stunts in the water (and yes i still cant swim)
train-ed home w ting.
chatted a little.
went to look for my parents in westmall (lucky me today they ate dinner late)
ate 3 xiaolongbaos for dinner :DD
and grapes.
let's hope i wont be hungry at night.

tmr having breakfast w my family!
then it's study study study :/
reminds me of biology which is like, SO demoralising.
aurghh.

we should go sentosa more often, just to tan.
i think i look so healthy when im sunburnt!
((:

i <3 the girls they're a lovely bunch to be with.
which reminds me.

TWIN. remember our holland v date ah!
and yes i realise we always blog SOMETHING about each other every day.
which shows we're thinking of each other!
:DD

okayys no pictures today everyone forgot to bring the camera.
yupyupp that's all i'l blog today maybe tmr i'l ask people out to study!
okayy goodbye ((:

my twin gave me a super belated birthday present today:
she's very sweet.
THANKYOU zillions lovely (:


the note..


and a plushie! (:
she's got one of them and ive got one of them. i like.
huizhen was like saying 'put put!' cos she has one of them and she named it 'put put'
what a name -.-

heehee. so that aside.
today we got back our bio test and i was totally so not motivated to study anymore.
its like i studied so hard for it but i still get this kind of shit results.
yucks i didnt even dare to look at mrt lah it feels alot like getting b3 for bio o's and i felt like i dui bu qi ms loke.
gosh.

tomorrow got so many things on i wish i could turn up for all :/
xiaojie and the girls are balling back at nh, 4o1'2k5 having class dinner + watching fireworks are marine parade.
I STILL WANT TO WATCH LAKEHOUSE AND CLICK.

spoke to qiuyan on the phone just now that woman is becoming more and more of a chatterbox.
lame and crappy.
but ((: it's good to catch up w an old classmate once in a while.

till then-

BLOGGER ATE UP MY LENGTHY ENTRY.
)): so i shall keep this short.
basically i felt like crap cos all the snacking has started talking its toll on me.
and then i went for retail therapy so i felt better.
just when i decided i would finish my essay, blogger ate up my painstakingly typed entry.
now im no longer in the mood for my essay.
BUT. i'll still complete it.
because i know i should.

and for you loyal readers out there, here are some grossly boring, somewhat narcisstic, and insanely random photos:


CHERRIES (: ignore the aircon please.


i know i know, the unsightly legs. but i dont care anymore la.


yesyes, the unglam moment of me looking like a freaking constipated whale.


this was the topshop top i wanted to buy but i didnt, in the end.
it's supposed to be purple. yes i always like taking photos like that so i can decide if i want to buy the top even after ive left the shop.

yes that should be all.
ciaoo ((:
PE tomorrow! im a happy girl.

may i have the last dance.

hellohello again,.
im home after bringing my brother back from pasir ris.
yes he lost weight again from all the jungle survival stuff im so so green w envy ):
and so the thought of joining canoe is forming in my head again.
should i should i should i!
but im so not fit.
okay maybe im just not cut out for stuff like that lol.

anyway you saw the picture those are my latest buy :D
i love them more and more, my birkenstock-lookalike pair of slips.
bought them at a bata sale and it's not the nicest ive seen.
but i just like the cherries for no reason (:
i seriously think my fetish for shoes is getting worse.

the thought of the holidays-filled week ahead makes me so NOT motivated to do any work.
i must borrow tutorials to photocopy on monday.
so i can do some serious work during the holidays.
I FORGOT TO PRAY AGAIN BEFORE EATING DINNER. (and lunch and breakfast.)
i'l stick a post-it on my mirror so it'l be the first thing i see in the morning :x

might go spend my vouchers tmr! AT TOPSHOP :D
retail therapy, and the best excuse to burn off the tiniest amount of calories!
till then!

the shotgun theory.

enli:
i couldn't make it for cell ): but it's okay i'l go for the next one, definitely! yes, we HAVE to suan juin :DD thankyou for missing me hahaha. see you soon superwoman! and i want to stop seeing the fat word appearing in your entries silly!

so i spent my entire day rotting.
hell i hate this life but i cant bring myself to do anything lah.
i want to catch lakehouse quick someone date me out!
i want to catch click too! the ad looks so funny.

i want to go back to nanhua on national day celebration, 8Aug.
i miss pandian! :D and his crunch.
and playing netball.
but then i might go sentosa w the girls too.
depends lah.

god is good,
god is great.
god we thank you for the food we eat, amen.
haha juin taught me that ytd before i conquered my bowl of chicken macaroni soup.
he was like 'you must pray before you eat!'

ohoh let me share with you people a piece of good news.
MY ULCER IS HEALING :DD
quickquick jump for joy!

shit i need to work out im getting fat.
i bet this sounds familiar to enli LOL! (:
for the first time in my sickening life i feel like rollerblading at ecp.

and eh people.
i know for ages people have been like asking me to get a tagboard.
like i always said, i will lah! sooooon :D

i must go make a new ezlink pass.
the edges of my current ezlink are frayed and the card is bent and i can no longer use the machines to top up. (i tried recently and it got stuck in the machine :x)

ntuc had this tiny promotion, selling hersheys kissables at twodollars for TWO packets.
of course i couldnt resist, and ta-dah!
now im the proud owner of those kisses (:

read jessicaaa's blog.
my twin is so sweet lah i cant stand her.

be my escape.

was experiencing the ups and downs of my emotional equilibrium today.
sigh.
but towards the end of the day i felt better, so much better.
i really hate how tests can make us feel like shit after everything.
oh wells.

pw was okay i didnt skip it in the end.

and today madam was wearing this dress i thought was quite cute.

so i told her and she was very happy cos she exclaimed that she bought it for only fifty bucks.

haha shes quite funny.

after pw saw my lovely twin.
she wasnt smiley like usual so i went over to give her my precious hug (:
okay lah i was feeling abit down also and i kinda wanted to find someone to hug.
but ANYWAY i felt better hugging her and i hoped she did too!

after schl originally wanted to go for some cf stuff but in the end didnt go.
ended up talking to juin.
it really amazes me the amount of faith a couple can have in each other.
the process may be very hard and all but it's sweet (:

oh and for no reason andrew called me chubbyfaced girl.
cos juin didnt want to tell him my name.
WAHLAU. so hurting :/
and it's only day1 that i know him! -.-
okay lah but i call him gay shit too. so we're quits.

haha i realise these days i quite enthu the canoeing captain.
only because i thought it was damn funny when he said hi to juin while juin was doing his rounds.
and today i spoke a little to him! :DD
but it's nothing lah i just cant get over his bigfriendlygiant image lol.

; im tired of pretending everything's alright all the time.

CLAUDIA.
I LOVE YOU FOR BRINGING ME THAT SINGING+DANCING PIG. IT WAS SO SWEET. AND SO CUTE. AND IT WAS KINDA.. SEDUCTIVE :DD LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE THAT PIG! XOXO <3

these days i keep going home alone cos nobody EVER takes the train lah.
WEIRD PEOPLE.
so anyway today after school i saw the bunch of fairsians standing together and most importantly boyfriend was around so i stood there and talked to them for awhile.
showed them the singing pig and boyfriend held it like his baby :D
and after more chatting they had to leave for service at their alma mater.
so yeah we parted ways. lol.
and nice wilbert offered to walk to the station w me on mondays wednesdays fridays!
YAY.
in return i showed them my sec one photo just for laughs.

today i suddenly realised haoting is damn weird but damn funny.
as in, i already knew he was weird but i never realised he was like. REALLY funny.
like. you see him and after listening to him talk for 5 seconds you'l go hahahhaha.
then when cherilyn, noel and leone talk it's also very entertaining.
like today she was screaming for leone to respond and when leone finally took off his earphones and responded she was talking to noel. and it became leone taking off his earphones just to learn to cherilyn and noel's conversation.
roflmao. (haoting are you proud of me i learnt this today and i used it today!)

today melody aiyun and ting didnt come to school, and huizhen was here only for chemistry and math.
dearly missed!

im definitely going to pon project work tmr.
and contemplating if i should pon gp and gsc.
HEH.
okay byebye dinner time.
and then its mugging for bio tmr.
mrt says we must get A.

poopsie.

sometimes i cant even tell right from wrong anymore.
sometimes we just cant please everyone.
sometimes everyone's just living behind a mask.
):

; i thought it only happened in storybooks.

my angelic stranger, you.

HELLOWORLD <3

today i screwed my bio spa.
messed up big time, felt like crying x1000000.
especially after i saw cherilyn teared a little.
oh well. i cant salvage it anymore, maybe i shld just do extra well for theory or smth.
or maybe i can like pray it wont have a huge impact on my A's, like what juin said.
gosh. what an idiot i am.

gp was a blur, slacked alot.
passed food around, ate mel's m&ms (:
think it made me better cos by the end of the lesson i was too distracted to feel sad, as compared to before gp when i was totally feeling like crap.
took cherilyn's pencil tin by mistake, only realised when i went for gsc.
JESSICA took a photo of herself using my phone.
reminds me of qx.
both like to take photos madlyy -.o
she's funny im enjoying her company more! i seem to have an affinity w the fairfield and crescent people.
kindaa. hahaha.

during pw there was this bitchy guy who kept kicking aiyun's chair.
and when aiyun FINALLY cldnt take it anymore and asked him to stop kicking the chair, he, being the bitch, stuck a post it on aiyun w rubbish on top.
and XIUXIU KNOWS THAT GUY.
oh what is the world coming to.

spent my pw doodling.
i like! i think everything random when drawn together looks pretty (:
haha shall scan in some day. heehee.
melody spent the lesson drawing DINOSAUR.
and named her dino twangkosaurus. or smth liddat.
after twangaiyun. HAHA. so cute.

ive an ulcer that hurts madlyy.
screw that.

these days i get hungry easily.
but that's good cos it means my metabolism is faster. (:

okaybyebye.
shall go study la.
PROMOS COMING. i must be a mugger.
oh i want to stay back in schl one of these days to study.
so i can get the free chocs. haha.
from the cocoa trees leh! must take! :DD
shit i sound like an auntie.

till then! i love you guys like hell.
my twin my bestest girlfriends my guyfriends (: