CATCHYOURWAVE (:.

i dont know what's w me and rotting online.
i think im just lazy t get my ass off the computer chair.
tdy's been fairlybarely productive.
ive completed:
SIX math functions&graphs questions.
TWOTHIRDS of pageONE of gp reading package filled w the smallest words.
TWO articles for my gp resource file.
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it's a i-dont-feel-like-doing-anything day.
i miss the bangkok days when the only things i had t do was eat and shop.
still contemplating if i shld go for tmr's kbox.
i wna save up my days t go out for cls outings, old and new.

im so glad i saw ben and viv ytd.
so must hustlebustle about restless3 that i feel like they're gone from my lives.

okay byebye.

hey girl i wna drift away with you.

yay.
today i went for volleyb.
ahh after much contemplation.
shit dicky was saying he knew it blah. lol.
ytd after much demoralising he finally told me t go volleyb main reason being he didnt wna make me feel shitty again :/
wth.

charlotte tang quite nice, tho she quite strict.
she damn funny she was like. you must be thinking how you can tie your fringe up without looking silly. cos i was stoning.
aft that went t discuss pw but jinghui and seewah finished already.
great job girls (:

oh then tingting thought she lost her volleyb cos we wanted t play abit.
then in the end she realised her locker mate loaned it.
thank goodness cos the ball's pretty and expensive.
oh well then haha we went holland v's pets lovers centre t get food for her pooch (:
looked at the dogs again so so so so so cute!
we saw the same dog who can bark TEN times when the owner says TEN.
damn cute! oh man.
i love going there esp w tingting (:

oh tdy she was being quite nice she was telling me she thinks i can get in as long as i pull thru the tough trainings.
it rly worked alot, the encouragement and all. oh man.
made me feel like i didnt make the wrong decision giving it a shot and all.
if all else fails i know ive tried my best and thats what ultimately matters.

oh yah
MELODY LIN ZIYUN REBONDED HER HAIR!
she looks like some sleekk assasin or smth.
if she doesnt smile :DD
but its damn cool haha it's like her crazy image is instantly gone.
but deep inside it's still there so yah (:

im kinda worried for my studies now.
i shall study tonight.
yes i shall.

today i felt so much like ponning the rest of the day.
cos melody and cherilyn they smuggled themselves out of the school.
with noel and leone. haha okay la not rly.
anw yah.
almost went w them, but in the end huizhen came t school.
like, finally.
so tingting huizhen and i played volleyball.
haha.

after a while wilbert and hongngiap joined in.
and we played for even longer.
(: i love thursday breaks.
it's like games day t me!
now im kinda like. i want t join volleyball.
cos it's like, so fun. haha.
but even if i want t i think have t go through trials cos like suddenly alot of people want t join. oh man.
see if after hols still got squash anot.
just smsed ms azlina.
if dont have then think im looking for charlotte tang tmr t see if i can join.

oh btw i got the rudest shock of my life when my name was on the 'jc1 failures' for napha test. like, wth!
i freaking didnt FAIL.
my goodness.
i freaking deserve my silver to its very end la.
if not for my sbj i'd have gotten gold.
so now what they're telling me t do it again?
shit them la :/

TOMMOROWS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! :D
rejoice w me people.

oh man.
today's simply indescribable.
i just wna say im thankful for the rly great friends i have in class.
the rly nice people who keep me going in school.
like huizhen aiyun tingting melody cherilyn dicky haoting gary justin (:
i was rly touched tdy when i thought i lost my yellow card which costs seventyfive bucks t replace and got kinda upset and then huizhen said she'l pray for me.
oh mann.
and she's as dumb as me :D
i think she and aiyun are my pillars i kinda depend on them alot to make school life a load more fun and exciting (:
and of cos im rly happy cos things are rly alright now!
-jumps in joy.
enormous smiles.
and i wenta run tdy! like finally. haha.
must've been like 2k at least.
haha. i must train up for my next year's napha.
oh i think i increased tremendously in terms of ipu :D kinda.
tho it may be like a no big deal t others.
i look forward t my shopping spree, i look forward t class outing, i look forward t class cip.
oh and i rly miss squash didnt go for last training tdy.
went squash court t take a look.
xiaojie was there too so i played a while w xiaojie and man i suddenly regretted skipping squash tdy.
but no choice i cldnt pangseh dicky.
so yeah. that's it.
but its okay i think hols lien and i are going t cdans t play (:
okay time for me t go i just came in t say im rly happy these days and i think ive found my true friends (:
and oh i always see enli appearing randomly in ac!
quite funny ah that girl.
and i think juin and i derive some kind of cheap thrill from acting like strangers when we see each other LOL i think it's damn funny.
oh man what a long and squeezed entry.
OH YEAH last thing tdy mark richie tan asked us t write our reflections. anything abt school that we wna say.
and guess what. both huizhen and i wrote about our pw supervising tutor.
HAHAHA. damn funny.
okays that's about it haha till then adios (:

oh man.
i just freaking spent six bucks odd on cab.
:x
i missed chem and math tdy and i feel rly guilty.
like yeah, im on pink slip, but still.

gastric problem, again. wth.
freaking wasted 19bucks on consultation fees when the doctor didnt rly do much -.-
gosh.
i think my whole family has been visiting the doctor quite abit.

i did abit of thermochem tutorial tdy.
accomplished!
i think i need tuition :x anything t improve my grades.
ESPECIALLY CHEMISTRY. (and math, actually)

oh man.
i think im stupid.
i failed my chemicalbonding cls test.
like, nothing new, i barely scraped thru' the first one.
and my brother was like saying it's impossible t fail a test like that.
he rly made me feel like i was stupid. freaking.

i slept at twoplus in the morning and woke up at fiveplus t prepare for schools.
thus the eyebags and swollen eyes.
so i wore specs t sch. i looked like a nerd! (:

noel's not my friend anymore!
cos he said my eyebags were so ugly.

im very happy that i managed t help someone pass 2.4run tdy (:
it's rly rly satisfying, when you realise you're of some help in one way or another, even if it's just asking the person t keep going.

im so glad things are finally fine.
for now at least. (:

OH. i napped today!
makes me feel so good.

heh heh.
my mum's rly funny.
i was telling her i want t dye my hair.
as in, the diy kind.
cos it's rly expensive t go salons.
and she was like.. 'hm okay.
but quite complicated, the steps.'
so i was like. okay.

then when she saw me peering at brands and more brands of hair dyes she was like.
'aiyah nvm la when you want to dye i bring you to salon later you anyhow dye then ur hair...'
lol.
and so yay. im gna dye my hair again.
byebye white hair (:

i think all the baby food products are quite nice leh.
it's kinda bland, but there's this tinge of sweetness.
okay i shld stop analysing food products.

OH.
i caught kate and leopold just now!
i was surfing channels and i coincidentally reached that channel.
nice show(: kinda dreamy. i think hugh jackman is notbad looking (:
in that show at least.

later im going to attend a wedding dinner.
hurrahs.
i like t dress up actually.
and i just realised ytd ive a fetish for shoes :/
cool hur.

holidays come come.

:x treading on ice.

growing fatter.
sad shit.

i think huizhen ponned school tdy.
hilmi was like. i saw huizhen at clementi just now :/

shuwen very nice! (:
haha she said she'l help me steal interact tee if noone collects it.

oh man today so embarrassing cherilyn and i entered the lift without seeing the teacher.
until we heard a voice saying 'i dont think you're sppsed to enter the lift at this level'
we're like damn maluated :x

-.- i think the fairsians i know are a crazy bunch who likes to call me jigglypuff.
darn. some idiot i knew tdy through aiyun picked up a random stone on the road and told me its a moonstone.

my legs hurt madly ): stupid standing broad jump.
and im not improving despite trying to practise :x

today i got a super big scoop of icecream :D
yays. too bad huizhen didnt come to sch today!

i didnt pon gsc today darn like almost half the class ponned!
wasted -.-

leone finished his chicken rice in five minutes.
aiyun finished her superbig stingray and sotong and rice in ten minutes.
cool stuff.

cherilyn and i escaped from KSL again.
:DD he was catching boys for barber i think.

tgif.
i think i need the weekend badly :/

it's not that i dont want to.
but everytime i try, i get reminded of it all over again.
and there goes ):

oh man.
today was just sick.
s i c k.

except basketball maybe.
played w huizhen wilbert hongngiap.
and i was wearing hz's fbts damn funny.

i got a little sunburnt tdy after playing under the sun.

oh (:
ms azlina was super nice!
she helped me keep the pw file i left at squash court.
yay.

huizhen's tamagotchi is super cute.
aiyun's scrawny is ugly. like mother, like son :D
tingting is full of rubbish.
i miss melody and cherilyn the chatterboxes ):
jessie and i can form the flabbie club.

something's still missing.
oh man, i can't lay down my pride.

yay.
can afford abit of slack till the end of term2.
then it's the holidays :DD
so looking forward to that.

today.
ahh- i donno howta say.
didnt even have the time to eat lah i survived on fruits the whole day shit.
im so hungry now.

thanks haoting for helping us print gpp even tho he had only one hand available.
thanks man. i think we owe you that one.
OH NO FREAKING SHIT I JUST REALISED I LEFT THE HUGE YELLOW PW FILE AT THE SQUASH COURT.
oh crap i hope i can find it tmr.
oh crap. oh crap.
i just dont have an affinity w files.
last time it was math file. now its pw file.
hell shit.

i think i can pass math test this time (:
mann i almost died my calculator was out of battery.
and i didnt even realise till huizhen was asking me how t use one of the functions.
then i was like.
oh no freaking shit.
no batt.
and i was panicking damn madly until i saw jasmine and i borrowed from her.
thank goodness!

squash was good (:
kinda had a nice time i love all the non-bimbos in there (:
except that i was kinda like. ah-ing and making lotsa sounds when the ball suddenly flew towards me and i didnt know howta hit it :/
heh heh.
and ms azlina was being so totally random she told kaiqian she felt like pinching my cheeks.

oh yah!
today morning melody and i went up on stage cos of the chinese drama thing.
hahaha.
and now the whole world's like asking me if im in chinese soc.
goshness it was damn maluating.

it's good to see aiyun today again man i always find myself missing her.
man i love talking to the girls (:
oh and hope melody gets well soon!

and i flunked my chem test again.
shit, i thot i wld get lucky again and scrape through.
SHRUGS.
i shall use june hols to catch up!

so many movies coming up.
maybe thats what the june hols are for haha
i want to catch da vinci code soon.
like, this friday.
haha.
i want to catch over the hedge, xmen, superman.
hehheh. superman. reminds me of the old times.

haii im in kinda good mood now just wondering if i shld try make things better.
i just realised i lost a going home partner and that's damn saddening.
like how i was telling lien.
grrr.

okay gotta run. as in, run off. haha. CIAO.

pretty -pointsup-

i didnt attend tim's farewell lunch cos of selfish reasons im feeling so guilty now ):
so today was an entire blank.
did what i was sppsed to do.
still think im gna die for tmr's math test.
i hate to think that terms will determine if i can take bio h3.
its like. phwoa. suddenly all the things that'l affect your future starts piling.

oh man life's kinda shitified i think im getting a headache from everything.
hurhur.
but sometimes things are better off that way.

on a lighter note its confirmed we're going off to a shopping spree very soon!
in fact less than two weeks away.
im glad to be off from this sickening place right now and just shop till i drop.
and maybe grow fat till im like crap so i wont even need to fret over guys cos they'l all be turned off by me, a growing glob of lipid.

till then.

somedays you feel like everything's in place, and all is well.
on other days you just feel like shit.
today just when i thought it was the former, something stupid came along and destroyed everything.
dammit.
i dont even have the mood to blog about the happier things today.
)):


i guess i was wrong.

goshness. i woke up feeling damn tired cos of my period :/
so i didnt go jog w my parents haha.
went thru the usual routine of my saturday morning hahahas.
parents wanted to go town tdy so i obliged (:
walked around trying to find stuff for wedding dinner, but to no avail.
as in, my mum la. i alrdy have my stuff.
my dad bought shoes and shirts.

haha.
oh yeah anw we went to this nice place called leonidas or smth.
its like this coffee place that sells exquisite chocolates.
and has nice swiss donuts!



i think its tiny for $2.30 but its really good (:
and they serve coffee with complimentary chocolates!
okay sorry im exclaiming about food so much.

anyway, these days were filled w stickers and more stickers stuck on our uniforms from the elected councillors campaigning.


aaron's card! i think it's so cool.


other erm. freebies and stickers. lol.

ivan said i looked like a billboard w all the stickers on my uniform o.-

oh i wanna go for restless3 and superhero night! (:
superhero night promises a night full of performances and all la.
should be quite nice.
shall get people to go w me (:

anyway.
sometimes i like to imagine i can sing but i know its all bullshit cos i cant -.-
HAHA.

i read half of my gp package today!
ACCOMPLISHED :DD

and i think my phone bill's gonna reach skyhigh again :/

man, i find myself saying this EVERY single friday:
tgif :D
so today was basically super slack.
i like (:
bio test was screwed up as usual let's hope i get >20 so i get my wallet foc.

melody and i decided to go for some chinese drama thing to piss that IT off and i think our plan backfired cos we were pissed instead.
stupid animal.
grr.
haha but IT'S too insignificant to spoil my day (:

had this mini confession talk during chemistry cos maam wasnt here and i realised that everyone is badly bitten by the gossip bug. tsktsk.
haha but i suppose thats what keeps us going in school when we feel like it's the end of the world?

oh guess what!
i saw victor liew at the mrt stn today gosh he changed so much!
i totally cldnt recognise him till he started waving -.- oops.

gosh today everyone's abit weird.
hm i want to help them be friends again but im afraid i'l just make things worse.
so no, im not gonna interfere.

oh i was so happy my gp essay was 29.5 out of 50 cos many people had like borderline passes.
until melody said it was nothing big cos she got 31.
damn it :x

i suddenly love my class alot everyone is weird but super lol-ish.
and i realise we all share a common hatred towards eeyerr :D
and how cherilyn and i always RUN AWAY from our best friend.
and how we like to disturb other people.
and how we do lotsa other weird things.
and i think we have quite a nice senior class.
though some of them full of shit lol.

anw going to bugis on sunday hurrahs (:

YAYY.
my computer is fixed :D
kindaa, i suppose.
haha.

wednesday.
I DIDNT PON ANYTHING.
be proud of me (:

there was this personality test we had to do today.
super funny :D
tingting and i were having a good laugh over WILBERT and HUIZHEN.
oh anw the supposedly 95% accurate test is really only 95%!
cos i found quite a number of people who belonged to the 5% -.-
martin and samuel to start w. heh heh :x life works in a funny way.

OH YAH HUIZHEN FREAKING CALLED ME FAT AND UGLY LOL.
cos according to my personality type my greatest fear is.. REJECTION.
-.-

speaking of which.
today noel was talking about how there shld only be mutual love on earth so there wldnt be any rejection or whatever.
kinda.
shrugs-
i'd think crushes are damn fun too..
haha and i suppose the initial feeling when you discover someone you have the hots for feels the same is exhilarating (:
but still, haha.
the process of guessing and all is just too much to take at times.
OH WELL. just my two cents, probably aint worth much.

been stoning in class quite abit lately, except bio.
the only reason im probably still interested in bio is cos of mark richie tan.
haha. i think he's super encouraging (:

oh dear.
looking forward to an hour long of basketball, laughter and jokes w the babes tmr (:
oh, and i might be joining them for the cca tmr!
it's the huizhen influence.
man, she can play bball :DD

plenty of birthdays coming!




i swear i wont cryy-