megazillionic sucks i hate the horrible feeling and i can only wish for it to be gone soon.

no the interview was a sea of scoopie wannabes so i can officially kiss my much wanted job goodbye already. went for supper at macs after yyxz and it was pure mindless happy fun but after that i started to think alot. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but today is a learn to be thankful and to reflect day. to give thanks even if things dont go smoothly and see the little good things in huge bad things.

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to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
that's when i love you
i love you, endlessly

good luck, good luck to me.

edit. hello i went to read some blogs and i miss everyone already, really.

i swear i've been feeling queasy in my stomach for the ENTIRE day. and for the whole of tmr too, until 530. aha i feel like a wimp for feeling like that haha but i really can't help it because it is my first time. but after that there's yyxz so i'm really looking forward to that! yay. and i'm highly amused by the stuff the air force and the navy have sent. the former sent a card with a pop-up plane accompanied by the sound of engines roaring, while the latter sent a board game with submarines and what not. hahaha what the hell ah. and i've been sleeping and eating more than usual haha that is bad. but they say nuts have good fats so i've been binging on them which actually will make the good fats become bad i suppose. shrugs! alpha camp come quick i'm really looking forward to it. just one year of joining the camp and it already brings back fond memories (: life's been alot of sleeping and eating and tv so i can't wait, can't wait, for alpha camp to come, and hopefully a job to have after the camp. pray for me pray for me!

i am still scareddddd! ):

i am scared about thursday you know you know you know. my littleindia&arabstreet trip was postponed even, just for that. i hope it will be okay i hope it will be okay i hope it will be okay. let it be okay!

hello world i couldn't resist coming up here for an entry. i feel like the happiest little girl today, it was a good night with great songs and great chats. and ever since i recovered my bible from the hidden stash i've been reading verses and more verses every night. (: goodnight, world ♥

Hello!
Thanks so much for your patience with us as we went through all the
applications for scoopies!

Congratulations, you've been selected to come for a Final Audition where
another round of interviews will take place.

Date: 29 Nov 07Registration time: 5.30pm – 5.45pm Venue: Ben & Jerry's @
The Cathay (2 Handy Road. It's next to Plaza Singapura)

If you make it through the Final Audition round, there will be 3 days of
training on 10-12 Dec 2007.

It’ll be from 10am – 2pm on all 3 days.

joy, oh joy. pray for me to get the job okay?

(edit.) okay in contrast to my euphoria my mum's totally against it. omg, i need to take up yoga. 've been increasingly short-tempered lately whenever the discussion switches to late nights and curfews (which is 11, for anyone interested). ahh!

on a lighter note, alpha camp IS really coming! looking forward to the sudden water shortages that come (actually maybe not haha), my group fighting against qiwei's group, and more more more (:

i have a chick lit, the beautiful sights and sounds of littleindia&arabstreet, yyxz, church, playing with tingting's dog, and alpha camp to look forward to. a wonderful week ahead! that alone makes me happy already (:

不要吝嗇在需要的時候向人求助
如果能適時提供幫助是當朋友的一種滿足

my dear girl, i'll pray for you, always ♥

if heaven is a million years away,
oh just call me and i'll make your day.

life is a lot of shrugs and more solitary walks.

没有期待, 就不會失望

hello i am suffering from a deficiency which i'm ashamed of letting anyone know about. but it's not love though. aiyar okay byebye i feel like an aimless piece of thing. gotta go bathe now!

OH MY GAD WHO WOULD'VE THOUGHT MY FIRST DAY OF POST-A'S COULD BE SO.. mundane. so i hope they call me soon so i can go workworkwork and earn some moolah. grrrrrr. D:

i just found out from my mum that my curfew is what. ELEVEN PM. and i am getting increasingly annoyed by it.

你是坏人

this is back on track again! (: yayyy. anyway today was such a whoooosh day i am still in a dizzy mode. i feel extremely flattered but at the same time i also know how lies can be easily told behind a computer screen. andandand. i may be from acjc but i need not be a party animal like the rest. i'm sorry if that's your version of cool. ahhh what conflicting ideas i am really dizzy already. anyway A's are over!! :D but i dont feel any euphoria. takes time, takes time, maybe. okay i really hope b&j's call me sooooooon! wow i think i've lost the blogging bug now that i'm so used to journalling.