andthen.

恶魔在身边 is so so good i swear (:
it makes you fall in love w love.
and the whole thing is just so sweet and i'l cry buckets at the sad parts.
as usual.
haha.

i think ive been slacking too much.
terms are in a week's time. plus a few more days.
shit man.
i still dont feel the tension.
maybe i need t fail like, almost all my subjects t rly understand the importance of revising.
:/ you know, people learn through mistakes.

gosh.
i think im in a jumbled state of mind.
you know i look back and recall how ive been bombing everyone w the insecurities i have.
i feel so retarded.
i mean, i still have days i feel like shit.
but i try t like. keep it t myself or smth.
i think i'l grow t be some insecure old woman.

i'l start checking up all the temples and stuff and like. pick a temple or smth soon.
in case i remain an unmarried sad woman and decide t become a nun and hide my loserism.
hurhur -.-



i'l never know.