i finally made it for service today. it was so good, so good. i had no idea how much i missed out until today; it was like feeling God's love all over again. during praise and worship i felt tears in my eyes, and then i remembered what pastor samuel (at huizhen's church) shared about tearing uncontrollably, and feeling loved when his brother told him to begin accepting Christ. God's love, amazing and great. it was a great reminder of how much He loves each and everyone of us. and then today's sermon was in ENGLISH, and i think that's probably why i could fully understand the whole thing. the call to trust, how we respond in difficult situations, the temptation to do things our way and not following His will, and how we can pray for him to show us the way, His will, His plans. and then it was great seeing all the familiar faces. familiar yet so foreign. qiwei lost so much weight! :DD it feels good hearing enwei's voice, may's laughter, seeing yuantying's smiles, songheng's sheepishness, and of course joses' act smart-ness. was surprised to see juin playing the guit but it was quite a pleasant one all the same, reeling me back to the lang hua yi duo duo days with the yewseng and ep. all the i-havent-seen-you-for-so-long hugs. thank you for the welcoming arms. even though i havent been in church for long, even though i may not be the easiest person to get along with, even though i may not be the nicest, even though this and that and many other stuff.
yyxz tomorrow! just makes everything so much better.
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