many thoughts.
jessica i think i might just have discovered my veryvery first eye candy in schl! *hinthint. refers to the conversation on monday, on our way home. ((:

that aside, ive been doing pretty badly for promos. so bad, that i'l give a huge hug to everyone i love (and hate) if i find myself promoted. but oh well, guess i just gotta grin and bear with it till it's over. only THREE more days! of terror. goshh it seems like im slacking even more when i dont have my papers, like how i was reading today instead of mugging for chem and bio. but anyways, mr perfect by linda howards is quite an entertaining read, i must say. sexy book, but very thrilling plot. haha (: thankyou jinghui for that recommendation! haha kept me occupied and happy the whole afternoon.

i love that my hair's finally grown out of its ripped-off phase (:

many little things in life to be happy about! sometimes they outweigh the pitfalls, other times they dont. okay what kinda rubbish am i uttering. that was like damn obvious o.o haha, sometimes the pure thought of the meal dates im gna have with my favourite people is enough to keep me going and smiling. and of course, seeing some people in school might add to it too.

i must indulge in a team sport soon and stop sinking into my current mode (of accepting my own triglycerides) it's quite bad and not motivating at all. the thing with our class is that we always organise FOOD outings, not PLAY outings. maybe i'll go sentosa with xiaojie one day (finally) and maybe the rest of the netball gang! yeah man. then maybe we'll immerse ourselves in a day of tanning, ball games and more (: and then at the end of the day we'll all be tanned, flushed and looking good! (i wish)

but right now i gotta return to earth and continue taking my promos.

is it just confidence, or is it a matter of thinking too highly of one's self?
is it just nonchalance, or is it a way of not facing reality?
i think im the latter.

love to all!