random edit: i LOVE chinese songs. shoot me, you english freaks.

when i walked home w kryst just now, she was saying smth about everyone going out w their family, friends or lover today cos it's the end of promos. made me o.o for a while. as in, at times like these i always have this strange 'what if' chain of thoughts in my head. yup, but nope, no regrets whatsoever. life the way it is now is kinda good. what ting said is right actually. she was saying sometimes you wont think about relationships, only because the love people around you show is enough to fill up the space. or maybe it's just the yearning that's changed. we all yearn for different things in different phases of our lives. it used to be relationships in secondary schl, but now it's.. i dont know. just, no more relationships. bad experiences kill everything huh. shrugs i dont care anymore maybe i should fall in love with girls perhaps things'l be so much better. okay no i was just joking im not turning les. it was just a thought. aah. anyway bet im some bloody no lifer everyone's out celebrating post-promos while im at home. not a bad thing, im so tired and weary and i have no appetite. i cant believe myself too. maybe monday i'l start planning to go out again (: retail therapy, here i come! yesyesyes. lotsa dates pending, i love my friends. and yay old friends' bbq on sunday! (: at pearlywhirly's house! I AM GNA WEAR THE SAME PUMA RACER like last year at steamboat dinner, courtesy of pearl's house too (: man i miss everyone AGAIN.