spent the whole day out with my family and the night with my favourite people. nope, didnt buy anything and thus i havent had my retail therapy but im happy that i got to go out and walk around abit. and of course dinner&pool tgt w qixin enli juin engping yuzheng was good (: the other girls were not here ie pearl qihui xiaoting. and then there were the guys too. shaorong yewseng zengliang. ): we'l have a more complete outing again soon okay? oh and the waitress who served us at pizza hut was called pearl too. haha so cute. but anyway, the guys were full of nonsense as usual and we all got super cracked up haha. good, good. but enli was feeling well. take care okay, woman? go see a doctor and do eat smth!


im hooked to the korean show its nicenicenicenicenice. haha the guy is so sweet to the girl! (: perhaps such perfect relationships will only happen in shows eh. (: the show has many variations to its english title. haha it's also called princess hours. but i think goong is korean spelt in english. okay nevermind. i just like the show alot haha. i like to dream.

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qixin: hey you. im rly glad you're sharing all these with me. maybe i can feel what you're going through, maybe i can provide my most sincere opinions and innermost thoughts, but all these, i hope, will not affect your view on anything okay. i know myself for one that my mindset is warped now; i rly condemn relationships and love at this age more than i should. because i truly believe that i will be happier without it. but it's different for you, maybe you're meeting the nicest people ever around yeah so bad things dont happen that easily. i know how hard it is for you now with that tag screwing your whole world upside down all of a sudden, how far you've come with that determination to finally let everything be a precious memory, how strong you've been trying to fight the haunting memories, how you're learning to accept new people into your life, and how a mere tag could have that power to mess things up. at situations like these i know you're feeling bad inside even though you try to joke with us and laugh along with us. you may be strong around others but just wna let you know that you can keep that brave front for a while, when im around, alright? i'l always be around to listen if you need okay. i'l lend you my shoulder and we can weep together (okay i'l weep for you since im so much more of a crybaby than you) (: we're all going through tough times at some point in our lives and this time i wna be there for you. so if you ever need, i'l drop by your house it's only three bus stops away. haha then we'l cook tgt (no, you'l cook in the end :DD) and then we'l sit down and do rubbish. maybe we'l kara the day away. but anyway my point is, I'L BE THERE! (: and so will many others. maybe like me, you'l find that the love all of us give to you is enough to fill that empty feeling in your heart. for now, anyway. haha. love you babe. we'l go through this together, like always. okay? you deserve a big bear hug from me! haha.