WOO. the post-promos feeling is finally starting to set in. you know today i broached the subject of me possibly getting retained this year, and my parents were cool about it. they just told me to face reality and if i really do get retained then i just gotta, like, accept it and all that. i guess that's why im happier now, all the dreary feelings gone with the wind. i really really thank God for my family not reproaching me for not doing well, but encouraging me to move on should i ever be retained. BUT, of course, i wont wna be retained lah, i hope my results are just enough to get me through but bad enough to land myself in every single supplementary prog lesson possible. so that i will study.

anyway, im watching this wonderful korean show, goong, or 宫 in chinese. haha. it's quite nice!(: good for passing time im actually quite bored at home o.o but tmr is wonderful family day! we're gna lunch tgt and do some shopping. yes, my long awaited retail therapy (: you know, like every sunday when we go shopping, window or not, we'l always spend some money somehow. sometimes its on some coffee and muffins on a lazy afternn, other times clothes and the works. maybe it's an extravagant lifestyle, some people may think. but looking at it from another perspective, if it brings the whole family together, and make more laughs be heard from each other, then i think it's well worth the price. it's rly warming to know that it is no longer a farfetched dream to have a closer, cosier little family.

oh haha. and then there's the steamboat! it was sppsed to be bbq o.o skrewwww the bloody haze kae. it's totally killing me ive been sneezing and coughing ever since the darned thing. and i cant sleep in aircon cos it leaves me with a bad runny nose the next morning (but i still switch it on anyway o.o). i bet the lifespan of our generation will be shortened by 10 years with all that inhalation of second-hand smoke, haze, CO emissions and what not. and then we'l get respiratory problems, bronchitis, fatigue, dizziness, or even death! ha, too much organic chem -.-

promos are over but GSC A'Level and PW are still on the to-do list. dreadsdreadsdreads. my chinese leaves much to be desired i feel so embarrassed when people STILL think that im some pro billingual shit because of my o's grades but that's just an inaccurate measure yeah. especially ayong he's damn irritating his chinese is damn zai, he's laoshi's pet in class, he never fails to whip up a compo of at least 45/50, he's always with his own well-developed argument when we talk about current affairs, his choice of compo questions always revolves around the chim tough topics about the rising china and india and all that stuff o.o BUT. BUT BUT BUT. HE ACTUALLY TOLD ME HIS STD IS DROPPING AND HE'S DEMORALISED AND THIS HAPPENED EVEN WHEN LAOSHI ASSURED HIM HE'S STILL GOOD AS EVER. gosh, people nowadays overstretch themselves, i feel. ambitious, or high flier, you say?